.Tears & Reflection.

just finished watching １リットルの涙. aka "One Litre Of Tears". unbelievably beautiful story. her courage and desire to live on... manage not too cry thou.(i guess is small screen effect) but really pulls your heartstrings. every episode makes your heartache even more. cant forget her smiles, her determination, her sadness, her hopelessness, her hope. actually typed some of the scenes that left a deep image but I think I will keep those inside myself and write what I feeling now. cose "If i dun write what i feel now, tomorrow I may forget them."

"Future" is what drives people forward, like me (wanna graduate, wanna join the rat race) but what if the 'future' will never come? can you still find meaning in life now? this show is scary. it makes you think stuffs that you won't want too think about but its a story you can draw strength from. also her family's love and support is unbelievable. makes me think about my family's love and support. can never express in words. guess every parents love their children the most. I love this show, and would strongly recommend to everyone, its 11 episode only! watch it.

something keep bothering me. is what I come to call the "degree of length" (nothing to do with show, just a reflection of mine), 'friends are great'. I love my friends. someone once said, "If you can make just 5 true friend in your lifetime, you live a very good life." this is the first "degree of length". next is your family members, no matter what happens you can always go back home. this is the second "degree of length". third degree is your 'love' think of it as if the world is to end now, and you could call just 1 person in the world, who will you call? (I? ha, call my mum) anyway, this 3 are interchangable within the 3. but the last degree. able to go anywhere with you, is yourself. Yes. yourself. someone once said. "I'm never alone. I have me & myself." this "degree of length" will appear as you go through life.

since I enter university. here, at end of sem 1, I'm happy and thankful I have found great friends inside too. (thanked my eGarage buddies and army pals so now too uni.) thanks yunchi - my roomiee. thanks tianci -the only person who accompany me go from poly to uni same course. thanks sangar - you really help me alot. thanks - fabian for standing by me always. thanks many other who help me! appreciated all and everything! lets look forward too sem 2!

after watching the show, suddenly got more urge too blog. I'm not so noble like her thou, but I hope one day I can look back here and find that and where I was alive when I was 23. lastly. I will leave some quotes from the book and show. (I love quotes). 'arigatou for reading'. added the song 'Konayuki by Remioromen(the theme song) it's kenna stucked in my head now too.

"I put my hand to my chest
Thump, thump
I feel it beating
My heart is beating
I'm so glad!
I am alive."

"People shouldn't dwell on the past,
Its enough to try your best in all you're doing now."

"Reality is too cruel and too brutal,
It won't even allow me to have a dream,
when I imagine the future,
The tears come again."

"When I was feeling down he was always beside me for some reason,
Its strange but whenever I'm with him,
I forget that I'm ill."

"Live on, Live on forever"