.Sleep Debt.

I have a dark secret... to those who are close to me will know... I HAVE REALLY DARK EYE BAGS! HAHAHA. erm, not really something to laugh about, thats all the sleep debt that I accrued over the years... remember that when I first entered poly, i dun really wear specs only if needed, then shaun say I always looked sleepy. hahaha. then got a slightly tinted specs, which kenna hid my eye bags. so till last dec when I change my spec, people always think that is my specs that is tinted. can't really help that I always sleep late. oops. but honestly, I hate it! yc said I'm a photographer worst nightmare! and I wanna try contacts too, so main goals this coming holidays is to clear my eye bags!! cucumbers, tea bags, potatos, everything! go away please eye bags & dark cycles... shoo...

So gonna delicate 1 day to just sleeping after exams...

mixed day today, happy that manage to did some of the upcoming thursday assignment due for discrete maths but then just realise how loss I'm still. its really hard. (TRIGO IS EVIL) more time needed & just abt 16 days to first paper. maths exams same day with accounting. yep. not hard to guess which is my priorty but I'm still hoping for the BEST! As!!! (deluded). last accounting lecture, ms chole still likes to act cute, haha, but her tutorials are quite good, just not the lectures compared to prof clement. and for comm fund, gotta start our preparation for group presentation soon, hope I finish strong for it together with the written test this wed.

had fun too cose group study today, abit of playing mood, but still was funny. as usual BCG peeps are a funny bunch, but wondering how many will remain after this sem, won't it be good if we are all still together? and thanks carol too for being my offical matchmaker (she knows my citeria), go through her facebook together HAHAHA. she got so much choices for me loh. LOL.

3AM.... argh. time to sleep. again more sleep debts. so happy that no more 8.30AM logic lab, so for last 2 weeks of school, can sleep in late on tuesday! and hope I can get that internship! I need a job for holidays...

Time to go buy past year exams paper & mugg. 16 days left...

.Tomorrow again.

watched Detroit Metal City yesterday! its fantastically funny! hahaha. great movie, easily 1 of the best show this year! SIR Krauser! it remind me of myself wanting to be a rock/metal star, guitarist. still Love JROCK! Dir en grey! Malice Mizer! X-Japan! Gazette! Luna Sea!

btw, getting really blur recently, wanted to get tickets early but didn't then we end up watching at yishun but we not near there or AXS then I tot ask zx to book but he no meeting us already, LOL. dunno wad was I thinking. hahaha. then on the show, we went into the cinema, quite empty, then 7.05pm but still no advertisment, hmmm. we tot GV always starts late but bad feeling HAHAHA, then shaun go check, AHH, we at cinema 2! Oh. HAHAHA... but its okay,we went in just nice.

back to today, manage to finish abit of work, watch southpark new season, 3 episode only. waiting for more. then really heavy rain today while I wanted to go back hostel early do work, tot of using umbrella, but I dun really like to carry it. LOL. and wanted to use my tranparent umbrella, but oh no! its spoil... the plastic got torn afew holes. eh... I haven even really used before (Blame brother) LOL. so I repaired it was scotch tape. and use it 1 last time. HA, use it for shelter till AMK mrt, then dump it.

hahaha. lame story right. but somethings in life can be repair, but somethings when spoil can only throw away. (I'm not talking abt material things) and its 2AM. I love nights, peaceful, quite and cool. but recently dun wan to fall sleep cose it will brings tomorrow. every morning its the most painfull time of the day, trying to wake up. now 2 weeks to exams...

.Heartless.

ARH... just ended a really lazy week. unproductive.... this week is e-learning week for computing, so all lectures are online so I really just did "e-learning"! I watch chuck till episode 17, waiting for more to upload, watch all the anime that I lagged behind and just know that southpark got new season (more temptation). and with exams about 20+ days to go. something is really wrong with me, heartless for work... btw, just finish watching naruto. HAHAHA. wads becoming and gotten into me?...

I really should stop watching shows.

for accounting, I was stumbed. cash flow statement, I just can't get it to reflect the correct cash balance.still thinking why can't balance(where the money go??), must really clear my doubts this coming week's tutorial. discrete math test upcoming, assigment 2 was ehh, worst than the first 1, this got alot can't do or dunno how to show the right answers. its so 'discrete' I dunno wads going on. comm fund test on wed(next) too, email writing, that gotta depend on how I write, hope I goes well. pls let me end this sem strong.

for my real cash flow, gotta learn from tc, time to cut spending and save!! and... I need a job for holidays!! looking for lobangs. quote from acc. "Cashflow is king."

lighter side of things, this week is goodie(exam welfare) bag week!! pick up business goodie bag, erm, thanks BCG peeps for helping us cut queue(really long queue lehh), but the goodie bag suxxy, I gave it away LOL. then go take Computing's (this the only good thing of studying double) hahaha. this 1 is opposite of all the rest, is there wait for people come take, got free doughnut factory's doughnuts! I LOVE DOUBLE CHOCOLATE DOUGHNUTS!! hahaha, didn't manage to get that thou, miss double chocolates, so gonna go eat it, oops, back to this goodie bag, took the notepads, then the rest all gave away, hahaha. we almost tot jh's goodie bag is nobody's 1, almost scavenge it among ourselfs. then thursday SU goodiebag! haha. again, collected more notpad and 1 subway cookie.

this week the last week of FOC mentoring session, till nx sem. all the year 4 seniors leaving, accutally I only know adia(dunno correct or wrong) and pm, both really nice and delicated ppl!! hope they will be back. btw, this week they try out classroom style teaching, not that bad but not easy to control, i got 3 students(hazwan, indra, hiree-za) who can do the maths fractions then going wild on me, then 1(irfan) <- belong to tc 1, hahaha. who quite weak in it but need attention to see him do, so was quite stretch halfway then they play team answer question and we lose by 2 marks!! hahaha, scold them throw my face lehh, LOL, joking, but hazwan can teach maths! I told them that today we must make irfan understand fractions, so he when and teach him and he is good. then indra needs to work on his really tough p6 questions(oops, some I see also stun, can't solve), he likes to use ratio too much LOL. since thursday was't feeling great abt this week but still keeping my spirits high and now I abt off too sleep, and tml changed of plan! wanted to watch the "importance of being earnest", long story, LOL. so next time!! I wanna watch Sing Dollar!!(august) but still going out! Good Night.

Time to be serious, settled and strong.

come across Kanye West - Heartless its good! hahaha. super nice beats. "You'll never find nobody better than me, How could you be so heartless"

.Dot Matrix Kitty.

Was bored while printing(Dot matrix printer) our java codes so I printed... HELLO KITTY!! LOL. found online some ASCII art, quite cute lehh. then went around trick our accounting class and FOC peeps that our programming lab test is do 'hello kitty' hahaha. got ppl believe leh! funny. got another cuter kitty but forget to take picture then gave too my student liao.

hope I dun get banned from computing lab 1.

.Liverpool 5-0 AstonV.

Liverpool WIN againn! great game! and another great week ahead! hehe. GO! WIN IT ALL!!

Happy! you'll never walk alone!

I watch TV shows and slack around did nothing till headache. HAHAHA. time to sleep it off, good night!

.Movies & Shows.

LOL. suppose to watch 'Detroit metal city' but surprisingly it sold out at yishun! OMG. its yishun! hahaha. so watched the mall cop instead, funny movie too! damn 'duh' loh. but nice chillout movie. still wanna watch detroit metal city. anyone??















and. today super unproductive, decided too take it easy. LOL. slept at 6am last night, (dun ask me why, watch some shows, surf net and its 6am!) . body aching today due too gym, *butt pain*, oops. then ate lunch and got home in heavy rain. and its 4pm+, so hangout in the net then movies, now be continuing watching chuck! and I have caught up with the show, waiting for more episode to be out. chuck still super duh too. Later guys.

.Travelling To NTU.

Thanks to gothere.sg it mapped out my travelling journey to NTU. its quite accurate, bus 73(its really slow) then mrt then 179, yeah, starting next sem on gonna do this. feel my 'pain'... btw, loved the website, its really good. try it!

.Fun Wednesday.

sleep in late this morning, so only went to school for comm fun. yeah comm FUN! hahaha. at start quite pressuring cose always need to think of stuffs to talk about but always enjoyable, something different from all the mundane work. 2 hours a week, chit-chat, laugh around. and today we got back our individual presentation. personally felt I still quite weak, can be improve! forced myself to watched my own video the last 2 night, and today is group watching and commenting. then he gave 1 to 1 comments to each of us,

HAHA! he commented that I'm a good public speaker! and errors are the minor stuffs. happy that I'hv grown alot since poly oral comm. HAHA. I did badly for that. but I wanna be more smooth, so gonna join the toastmasters! sidenote: I used to dun understand why its call toastmasters, always tot it got to do with bread, hahaha. just occur to me that toast! the 'yum seng' the toast. silly me.

and below's my video! watch it! hehe. thinks fab is good, promod is good too, so is 'pencil gal' hahaha. I can't rmb her name, but she super thin and cheerful and tall and stand really still & straight with heels plus that day she wore yellow, pencil. oops! lets go stuffs, 1 more written test and group presentation to end it! and today last 45min, we did mock interview, they play choose number, and I'm up first! HAHA, his interview was quite stunning, cose he angmo I guess. and throughout I just said wadever that comes to my mind, and he hired me on the spot! WAHAHA. think I did quite okay, prisc said I was smooth.

5 more weeks to exams, abit of holiday mood already, still happily deluded. happy!

.Holiday LO!.

Holiday LO! HAHAHA. not really but just finished my accounting II test today! yep! this the best test I did in uni. (no stunning stuffs or anything) tried to make it as close to model answer as possible. I dun really like to "count my eggs before they hatch" but regardless, any errors will be wad I dunno, and I rather be happy being deluded. and after that for this whole week, free!! nothing much due or upcoming, thou still need to study but feel good feeling free!!

its a HAPPY week! no labs too! laughing at yc. HAHAHA.

watching next show, CHUCK season 2. nice, loved the first season.

woke up on sunday with nightmare, not really scary but heart pain. bad dream.

.Liverpool 4-1 ManU.

Happy!!! Great week for LIVERPOOL.

btw, just finish watching 溏心風暴之家好月圓 Moonlight Resonance. its a unbelievably great show. happy ending.

.Friday 13.

oh no. its Friday 13th again! HAHA. tot its quite rare for twice a year but nope! this year gonna be 3 times! next up in November. hmmm. both today and last month's friday was similar, super late for class, class was normal, go gym, dinner, usual.

btw, mohd getting married! 040409! so looking forward to meeting all my army platoon mates! hehe.

and tml the BIG game! GO LIVERPOOL!!

.Reminisce.

Remember the good, Forget the rest, Stay happy always...

research say that we never forget anything, just that we at that moment, we can't recall it. there are all things good and bad, but I would just remember the good cose without the good memories, we will never know how beautiful this world was ever did. the rest, I had forgotten cose it wouldn't have matter anyway. indifference.

Thank you for all the good memories. happy birthday.

.A Little Time.

Its the end of the week for me!! HAHAHA. not really 'end' but finally today cleared almost everything thats comes after the recess week. after last friday handing up of accounting II assignment which took up most of my time last week, will think of it again in abt 1 month time when the results are release. then did C lang on sat, hmm. got 9/10 of the MCQ, haha. only poor me and jh of everyone (we all came to 'do' together) got 9, the rest fullmarks. HAHAHA. so he sianned/emo, say 9 = B+ nia, LOL. awesome bellcurve.

this week was packed up too. monday afternoon burned by preparing accounting tutorial and presentation, tuesday logic design lab test, Wah I screwed it up again! LOL. this week took extra too try understand and figure stuffs out but during the test for Q1, didn't had confident in my own answer, then re-did the calculation, ended up miss out 2 parts of the question then Q2 interprete wrongly! i read OS1 as output signal 1. wahhh, its ONE-SHOT1 (one of the IC chips) was wondering how they can swop their registers and caps. can't believe I so stoned there. so all 3 new graphs draw wrong. HAHAHA. can only hope next lab which the last would be better.

guess the worst isn't that you can't do, but you can do but didn't do it. argh. anguish.

then today was comm fund presentation, the topic is go-green initiatives for any company but topic wasn't really the important cose the presentation techniques is the grading part. my company - yeo's! and my initiatives is plastic bottles recycling. hahaha. today was really nervous, tried presenting to yc in hall last night, wah, its really bad. bad tone, not confident, no flow in speech. HAHAHA. dunno wads gotten into me for presentation, cose always tot my presentation skills is good but really its isn't! LOL.

back to today's presentation, wah, cose its 3mins, so I heck visual ppt hehe, tired to prevent myself from memorizing the script else its hard for me to get into the flow. think i did quite okay, but I'm dreading watching the video, yep, its recorded and we gonna watch nx week. but reviewed myself, maybe confidence for the topic isn't really there, eye-contact not strong and honesty in the middle, I got worried abit then not that smooth. but I tried to make it interesting! LOL. yep. atleast got abit of laughter on my opener, "name a resource that singapore produce other than human talent, - YES! rubbish! trash!"(i pre-planed with my friend to ask him answer my question) HAHAHA. yc ask me to point at some of the ppl when I say "rubbish, trash".

after presentation, did programming lab test. YEAH, its easy! comparing to yc's. but I missed out one step for the qn 2, argh, tot I covered all everything, did all the checking, hope they don't find out. HAHAHA. was quite fast, like 1 hour and I'm done. but dunno if I could have found out that error if I did more checking then slacking there (too complacent). LOL. but its okay, should be minor error. then again, just hope for the best.

most important outlook in uni. -take everyday and everything 1 at a time.

was really like relieved after today. finally tonight can continue watching drama, didn't watch last 2 days, not enough sleep already. and gonna sleep till late late tomorrow! but the work dun really stop there, just finish the lab test report, still got tutorial for tml to do and next monday is accounting test. 90mins for income statement, changes in equity, balance sheet and notes to accounts. thats after doing all the adjusting/correction of errors. but to me only the notes to accounts the hardest part, alot of crap to memorize and i scare that I make mistake or left of stuffs for the rest. their teaching speed is so fast, after this 2nd module, think can go teach financial accounting or audit those non-listed companys liao.

after this sem, gonna seriously think about my interest and future, continue business and computing, go pure business(IT) or change to business(banking & finance) or even accountacy. HAHAHA. but for now, will push on! 5 weeks too exams! 6 weeks too holidays! my aim - MBA.

thats all my rantings for now. btw, over dinner we did random chats abt being 80 years old. HAHAHA. started with the "burn 1, warn 100"(chinese) for the MP who got burned, then they say to send your old folk parents to JB nursing home. speculation -cose the person who set the fire is a elderly. so just realise that after 80 you can't be jail/caned. LOL. we all plan to form a elderly gang go around commit crimes e.g. take mrt, see ppl sitting at the priority seat then use our walking stick to wack them. then go now next cabin do the same, while filming it all and many others obscenities. LOL. for now, take care of our health.

.Liverpool 4-0 Real.

Happy!

.Breaking News.

BREAKING. "THEY HOLDING HANDS" omg! hahahaha. oops! gossipy again. LOL. lastest news. hahahaha. - guy didn't bring laptop, so gal lend him, then before friends know it, they were holding hands. still waiting for more updates, (hey, get us a picture lah). HAHAHA. the news getting more and more power each time. but disclaimer, more likely accidently, but we exaggrated. keke.

then next is gal ask guy out after school tml, but guy reject. wah, giving mix signals but need more info on this. HAHAHA. so fun! teasing both of them. though, I like not even near their school, thanks my informants! yeahh, good job guys. LOL, this feels like secondary sch. hehe.

go for it! 伟.

*More updates!*
eyewitness reported that the it gave him goosebumps all over after seening them. while the other groups are presenting their work, they were playing with each other. LOL. further reports are too scandalous to be publish in this blog. HAHAHA.

*Extreme news*
reports are coming in that while on the way home, the guy when to check out a wedding package, $2k+. -no worrys! for your happiness, we can! any amount! as we are speaking, the team of self-made bestman are already drawing up a plan for the wedding. hahahaha.

.Sleep Late.

oh no, should be sleeping by now, tml 8.30 class, but wad the heck. HAHAHA. loading ep. 34 still!! was out whole day today, happy! went gym. gym becoming like my pick me up session. was feeling down the night before, hate being bored! and just dun feel productive for work. LOL. btw, was meanie too the guys who say they chiong accounting group report whole nite for thursday, I also sleep late wad, cose I chionging drama. LOL.

watch Watchmen today, its erm. dark. haha. lots of the 'Other' side view of life and mankind, extreme philosopical. not really in the mood for that. HAHAHA, but shaun enjoyed it. I believe in my own beliefs. but overall, its interesting, got sex, violences, gore, love, jokes. haha.

btw, changed my blog song to this. shaun say 'run' too suicidal. HAHAHA. so enjoy, Lifehouse - Blind. 1 of my fav song.

.Escape.

still. take away reality from me please.

keep having this feeling, even for a moment, wish that someone would be there to take away reality from me.

bored.

.Run.

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Snow patrol - Run

am loving this song currently, can't believe i didn't heard it before. mallow. dark. the beginning part is the best. lets run, for our own life.