.Work And Time.

HAHAHA, someone asked me aren't I suppose to be busy, but still got time to blog. yeah, thats the ironny, got time to do others stuffs but no time for work. LOL. this week is passing really fast. monday discussed accounting assignment, not bad, nows the hard part, writing it. hahaha. hope it goes well. still trying to find more sources for info.

tuesday flies past too. after monday's discussion, went back to hall thinking that hostel should help me do work. ended up did programming only. hahaha. and only half way but finished up last night. plus! my phone was died the whole day! haha. more precise my phoneline. well, this my first time so I dunno wad happen. tried off and on phone, cant call, cant sms, only can use MSN contact ppl.

but I was stuck in hostel, didnt help that yc wasn't in hall the whole day, so I lived like I'm in the mountain. uncontactable. LOL. guess this was worst than when my internet at home got cut. more helpless. HAHAHA. but got it working again today. ha! I'm a bad debt of singtel. LOL.

mentoring was fun, but I still perfer when i can teach more then just do discipline. fav student boon hao got package with wei sheng, so they arrange for tianci to take them, haha. okay. atleast with tianci, still can shower my 'love' on him. LOL.

so taught wei sheng and 4 others, most naughty table! well, weisheng cannot be controlled, even ZF who taught him for 2 years still reseaching how. LOL. but atleast he did his maths work today and manage to make him draw quietly! hahaha. achievement. and he drew me a 'slow poke'! keke. btw, my mentee are indra, hazwan, hirza. yep!

was chatting with ZF and PN on way back. agreed that indra is our best student for P6 this year, yep. will give him a push! HAHAHA. aim river valley for him too! but most happy if he can go where he wants to.

got quite a number of things I wanted to blog abt, topics like expectation and fears came out over last week's comm fund and volunteer training. well, will leave for next time. cya, give me strength to start work soon! and GO LIVERPOOL!

.Quiz Box's Test.

got from Kj's bloggy, think I done it before, but just trying it again and this is surprisingly accurate. hahaha. here if you wanna try.zz

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

If your birthday is on the 11th day of the month :
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.

.Will Be Busy Week.

Recess week!! its here, HAHAHA. but... I have a load of work already piled up. list to be done. inneed of determination!
1) Accounting II assignment
2) C Lang
3) Logic Lab 3 written report
4) OOP Lab 5
5) Accounting online lecture & tutorials
6) Understand Discrete maths Functions
7) Logic Lab 4 logbook
8) prepare for test in week 10.

yah, its friday but already looking to the next week. thankfully that no school work will progress next week, means I need to finish and understand all that I lagged behind, just a list of 8 but each will take up more than afew hours. and I still want go out and enjoy this holiday! partly cose this week been rather slack, didn't did much work. LOL.

trying to be more sociable, on wed, went to FOC volunteer appreciation dinner. its a totally weird night. mostly seniors and 1 'crazy' full-time working volunteer, she tried to make the place into SDU. tml got another volunteer training, I told tianci, "AGAIN?!?" hopefully it be better else I travel down there liao will 'kill' ppl. haha.

thursday ended the school day early, but james and ty invited me go play boardgames. hahaha. so went to check it out, played "settlers of catan" similar to monopoly, interesting but... I prefer mindless games! HAHAHA. and YES! they have saboteur! its like everyone loves this game. 2nd time playing it but miss the first time I played with my NP peeps at SMU settlers. guess the game need more people more fun. so will be looking for people go play or I be back next thursday! they playing every thursday and surprisingly alot of my coursemates there, so I'm the new convert. keke.

I love playing boardgames with friends, think mostly the friend part. haha. most memoriable is both times last year. shank's birthday, where we pick on tianci the whole night. and we keep asking for 'shouting' game. love the dinosaur card & bone game too! LOL. 2nd time was december, SMU there, this time we pick on shaun. saboteur! love the mind games. haha. yeahhh, hope we all go soon again.

currently listening to Seabird - "Rescue". 1st impression not really catchy but it kenna grows on me and saw the trailer for "pushing diasy" (where the song is used), its looks super interesting and sweet (look out for the shirkwrap). added the show into my 'to watch' list. "you are my rescue..."



I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm drowning but nobody knows it
I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm dying, just want you to notice

somehow the grave has captured me
show me the man I used to be
just when I feel my breath is running out

the earth moves and you find me, alive but unworthy
broken and empty, but you don't care
cuz you are my rapture, you are my savior
when all my hope is gone, I reach for you
you are my rescue
you are my rescue

I'm swimming to safety, but even with my best
if I don't see that rope soon, this might be my last breath

somehow the grave has captured me
show me the man I used to be
just when I feel my breath is running out

the earth moves and you find me, alive but unworthy
broken and empty, but you don't care
because you are my rapture, you are my savior
when all my hope is gone, I reach for you
you are my rescue

don't let me drown
can you hear me
cuz I am
Calling out
I'm underground
won't you pull me out

I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm dying, just want you to notice...

.Overloaded.

overloaded!! long day today, started with logic lab, was stucked at the 2nd experiment, tried it out yesterday so it should be working, but didnt! and as time was ticking away, gotta ask for help, and thanks the prof for helping, HAHAHA. he was very fierce to one of my mates last week, but this week he like super helpful to me, still help me test 1 by 1 and came back check if it working already. LOL. but i screwed up the test. just realise my waveform is totally wrong, argh! know they gonna test that but I didn't went to clear my doubts, but still good, learn now better than never.

then maths is another crap. it came out something that wasn't really practiced in tutorials just 1 question he did in lecture and I don't really get it. LOL. but its okay, cose I think my answers quite close just hope he accept it. hehe. after the test we decide to 'maul' tianci for him being totally pessimistic. HAHAHA. he's super critical of stuffs, so we almost wack him to wake up his idea. LOL. "listen to us, it be over quick" keke. I still believe that everything will turn out good.

and mentoring is fun!! hehe. due to mid-term week, not many ppl came today, 1st session, we can fit almost 1 to 1, now today 1 per table of 4 or 5. but brings back memories of relief teaching. thankfully my students today all are good! enjoyed teaching. decided that I either be a uni lecturer or primary school teacher someday. on the way back was discussing about next week recess week, Its NOT a recess week! cose everything due the week after and been pushing all work to it. I wan holidays!!! HAHAHA.

enough of my day, today really BIGGEST news is I got it first hand. from secret informer, who asked me to go blog it! HAHAHA. (name changed to protect identity) -> 伟 went to fill waterbottle for 圓! half warm, half hot. touching scene. and they shared a sandwish together. crab mayo. just wanna eat the same stuffs together. NICE. <- HAHAHA, erm. just realise i super gossipy lah. for a friend. just wish the best for him!

btw, boardgames or ghost buster trip this sat?? hahaha. shaun's mum super funny, after she heard that he is going the trip, she immediately BAN him and make a dinner booking for that night at caroual and keep nagging him about the reservation. LOL. good idea for a meal.

.Farewell Week.

ending a farewell week. with cousin joel leaving tml for NZ, bon voyaye all. all the best to all for everything. stay safe. will update KJ sending off soon. he is touched by the amount of people turning up. also our juniors have ORDed. been so long since seeing them. and yeah. november will come soon.

attended a wedding on valentine's day! Congrates wei ting! happy wedding! her words, "ben, my long lost friend" HAHAHA. 白頭偕老 永结同心

went over to ah mah house today, ah mah be having eye operation next weekend, her eye sight since late last year having problem. hope everything be ok. thanks uncle welvin for sending the photos we took for CNY, saw some of our old photos at ah mah house, will get our CNY's printed out for ah mah get well soon pressie.

having discrete maths quiz on tuesday, haven really studied, its hard! HAHAHA. only lecture that we go in and can come out without understanding anything. its like "In this episode of LOST, we are still being attack by a 'monster'" only, lucky usually dun meet the 'ZZZ monster' hahaha. so tml gonna be cave-man in hall. "Bi guan sui lian" (in cave cultivate powers). wish me luck.

.Random Photos.

.25 Random Things.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. (from facebook).

1) I'm a jovial guy,

2) however I'm a very serious person. but the world doesn't think so.

3) I love my family most. then my friends.

4) hate myself when I dun have time for family or friends, or realise that I have neglected them. and I did.

5) I hate to wear the same clothings as someone else, especially t-shirts. if I see someone wearing the same t-shirt that I have, I usually dun wear it again. thats why I love shopping in taiwan. (doesn't apply to group t-shirt).

6) I love to baby talk. cose its cute and fun.

7) lazyness is my downfall.

8) optimistic. maybe blindly optimistic.

9) I always feel if walking, I can walk forever.

10) with that, I love sightseeing and shopping. just exploring around, window shopping is great fun to me! wei xiang is my best shopping partner, in taiwan we did non-stop shopping, walked everywhere!

11) Love to travel, aim to travel around the world soon. been to calcutta(india), penang(malaysia), thailand. most and fav is taiwan, 3 times in 2 years! looking for people to go travelling but need to earn moolahs first.

12) I hate to let myself or anyone around me down. thats always why I work hard or at least not be a burden to anyone.

13) I use to love coke, but I perfer tea and beer now. I need atleast 2 cups of hot green tea each night before bed.

14) I can't and hate swimming.

15) I open too all genre of music, but I love angsty and emo songs.

16) watching movies, dramas, sitcoms & all TV shows are my hobbies.

17) I love football(soccer). but no talent to play so usually I just watch. fav team is LIVERPOOL.

18) wanted to be a football player in primary, a basketball player in lower sec, a guitarist in upper sec, a IT project manager, a primary school teacher, a lecturer in poly, now wants to be a banker, fund manager or lecturer. hahaha. isn't this the worst time to be a banker. however financial independence is my main goal.

19) I love to spent money on things that I like but I counterbalance with good money management. and money sometimes does motivates me.

20) always wish I was taller.

21) I'm spontaneous, dun usually plan to detail on all my outings, like to decide as it goes, but I very good in planning things.

22) I love reading quotes. i dabble in it when the inspirations comes.

23) I thinks deeply. the world thinks of me otherwise. am still trying to get over and ignore what people think of me. those people doesn't matter.

24) I appear cold b'cose I need time to warm up too people, but I'm really friendly and warm inside. also why I always perfer small groups.

25) this is me! I'm open to everything. I can chat about the world, its everything. good at chatting about random stuffs. promise you never get bored with me!

.For A Long Time Friend.

have you ever been away for such a long time that you didn't even realise that you were gone? I rmb the last time we got together outing. vividly. even how I felt at that time. it just seems like yesterday. christmas 2004.

always rmb the time we had. band. soccer. games. hanging out. but i never been a good friend to you & to all. heard yr leaving, know that my words may not mean anything. but promise made.

rmb a long time ago. just joined. cant play anything. dun understand anything, but was at backstage, always rmb how you taught me. miss everything. sorry for being gone. been a let down many times.

take care. be back soon.

.For Jase.

its a weekend for friends. met jase, treeman, shaun for dinner, by this post jase will be in the plane. be back soon. so fast aussie summer break gonna be over. so we decided to do wad we always do, just sit somewhere, chill and talk everything under the sun, or moon.

current hottest topic is still shaun and 'yar know' LOL. (refer to older post). found a nice place at starbucks centerpoint, chat till closing. great that we always have stories to talk about, even those we repeat lots of times, but still super funny and enjoyable! tree got first-aid course next day so we change place to coffee club near cine. shared more stories over white wine. still perfer beer. hahaha.

jase maybe doing summer term this year, so be back next year july after graduation, else november if doing honours, thats long. hahaha. and with that I realise that 2 years later, with 1 going US later this year and 4 others going US too for masters, I be only one left here! oh no...

me wanna go overseas too. exchange, MBA. work. hope for the chance. ended the night chit-chat about relationships and experiences after adeline joined us. the 2 guys are bothered, me carefree. haha. "most of the times when we asked for advice, we already had the decision in mind, we just need affirmations."

.Its Weekend.

HA! busy! just finish the business case competition. hope we can get in next round, 6 hours must hand 1 case report. haha. another week gone, glad that this heavy week is over, next week more relax but next next week having discrete maths test and its another odd week(Labs), so must start preparation again. kenna whiney but still have another competition report to do by tml and I haven started looking at the funds yet oh no!...

sorry bloggy for neglecting you for 1 week. mixed week. tuesday was alright, logic lab the main thing for that day, our class got the MCQ test question but its not easy, LOL. many question on the use of digitalmeter(the machine to read voltage with red & black poking thing), was trying to play with it during lab but i can't get a good reading, they never teach us too use too! so ending up during the test I use elimation method to self-taught myself how to use it. hahahaha.

after class went to FOC/BOP in the evening, came late, so all get their students already, those i taught before taken liao, so I go get this cute familiar looking boy! hehe. he's my last sem student younger brother! omg! and he is so cute!!! (the gals agreed, cose he small size and cute looking) hahaha. his brother was cool till dao, LOL. but he much friendier and very clever too. keke. (I'm not a weird shu shu btw). taugh him to do some hard logic maths thinking question, had fun! hahahaha. and the club is introducing this fixed mentor/mentee program starting nx week, so I went to demanded for him! Yay.

wed was 6 hours of continued lessons, for accounting we choosed konami (the game company) but was rejected (prof say not listed) so we ended up going back to sgx.com to look. Haha. we suggested Khong guan - cose they have trade secret as intangible asset (melamine biscult receipt) and our missy teammate thot its real! hahaha. oops. hope yr not reading this, just a joke. keke. ended with our choice - Olam Internation Limited. Hope we are heading in the right directions, more work to be done...

after wed was slacker, thursday short 2 hours lesson, but after revision lecture for maths, wahh, I still dunno alot of things. pushing panic button soon. after that went with the BCG peeps to the careerfair. LOL. not for jobs but for free goodies! hahahaha. most interesting is credit suisse mini rugby ball. think we almost took all of those they have on their tables, hahaha. fun to play leh. fab hit wq on the head when he trying to pass it too me. LOL. gave my too carol thou she didn't manage too get. haha... and the others guys really standoutside too check their stash/takings. omg... I manage to get a free dougnut thou! LOL. and RP is hiring! but need degree so wondering if they will hire an undergradute(me) as adjunct(a junk) lecturer. after that round 2 at NBS week, their goodie bag here is much better! but missed out on the NBS t-shirt, I got the white for freshman, wanted to buy the red and blue 1 but they ran out of M size already, sadd... I wan t-shirt!

btw, took a nice slow long night walk to 'The Sun' 24 hours convience store in NTU, found out that I finish all my green tea sachets! YC was having meeting till 10pm at the nanyang house there wanted to ask him buy on way back but ended up decided to go meet him up then go buy. LOL. a peaceful walk. feels like everything just slowed down in life, no tomorrows, no yesterday, just a gentle breeze and dim street lights. on the way back, we discuss abt programming, hahaha. we are geeks! oh no... got wad we wanted and manage to brew my hot green tea. simple pleasures. happy...

cut my hair yesterday and back to this weekend(now), so fast its february. having 2 farewell dinner in 2 days... out. bye!

sidenote, came across this quote, totally agree with it, kenna speaks wad I felt for a long time. "the only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs."

.Weekly Rantings.

Time for my weekly rantings! (its only the first day of the week and I have tons of stuffs to say)HAHAHA. for the good stuffs first, HAPPY! Liverpool won last night, was initally lazy to watch, wanted to sleep but since fabby is back in hall, went to lounge and watched together, was already in 2nd half but right after I sit down Chelsea's lampard got send off, LOL. and Torres scored twice soon after. end quite late, so ended up today keep nodding off in lecture, but its worth it! LOL.

on the other hand, this week is week 5, odd week. means there is logic design lab tml. must really rush during the 2hours and got quiz at end of each lab, but did free access today so should be okay. and while waiting for the programming lab to be free(they having lab test) I got bored, and started playing with the colourfull wires on the 'breadboard'(circuit). HAHAHA. I made a pink heart shape, then fabby commented that its the geek way of expressiong love! and WQ gave a good idea to make stickman, LOL. made a black wire stickman + a black wire stick woman and a mini pink heartshape. hahahaha. guess we are really too bored and geeks...

speaking of lab test. my first java lab test be on wednesday afternoon. 2 question. the second 1 will be some crazy matrix stuffs. hope I can think fast and flexible on that day. wish me luck! hahahaha. somehow already expecting unable to finish and disappointment. LOL. atleast I am prepared!, but am my usual self of "can 1, relax" LOL.

and by wednesday, had to submit the company selection for the accounting project. must choose a listed company between K to O and think of the most important intangible assets to be added into their balance sheet. hahaha. hope we can confirm the company soon, so tonight gotta go look at more company profile and annual reports and maybe squeeze time out to practice programming and re-prepare myself for logic lab tml.

quote for the week. "however scary the future maybe, its still will only comes one day at a time." yep. hope the week will end well. still haven done this week tutorials for thursday and friday, will have to leave it to wednesday night. may gonna press panic btn for Discrete maths, its undo-able and the lecture slides like no help. haha. and I still wanna watch my shows! HAHAHA. last sem YC and I came to the conclusion that however busy or wannabe mugging you are, always allocate atleast 1hour each night to do wad you want. I wanna watch my 'moonlight', bigbang theory' and 'chuck' so its gonna fight will my sleep time. thats for now. chills...

.CNY Poly House Visting.

its our annual poly CNY outing! yep. this year we decided to visit eugene's house, we always been pushing for his place, poly 3 years was my house, then grace's only last year didn't do any visiting. thanks SY for organizing and creating the M04 facebook group! thanks eugene for being host!

oops! I was late again, acutally woke up early but misjudged the time. hahaha. but still made it in time for lunch! thanks eugene and his family for preparing a reunion lunch for us. he said it be simple but i think its super good! catched up with the peeps! hahaha, SY and YJ always have alots of interesting stories. the funniest is the half vegetarian guy, wad an extreme person. its a bit sentitive too talk about it here but must hear from SY for it too be really funny!

YH looks younger everyear, oh no, female version of "benjamin button". hahaha. eugene started school at SIM, plus he got a 'nice' room and bed. LOL. we are really bad. oops, insider joke. yannie doing freelancing jobs now. gracie in midst of applying for NIE & SQ. hopes she gets in both! jiayou all!!

and yeah! eugene got PS3! hahaha. and our fav game? puzzle fighter! HAHAHA, and the oldest game there and we played till high on just the demo version. LOL. tried out some other games too, YH is violent. (learn from playing the fighting naruto game). never sit a car driven by SY (she keep crashing the car, ingame). YJ the gamer gal and she can play dia-di very well! LOL. btw, eugene has like all the old-time card games? hahaha. maybe only no five-stones. LOL. yannie got high as spectator, scream till he tired. LOL. and he tried out puzzle fighter, its addictive and he only wins if I dun help him. hahahaha.

so fast its late afternoon! due to work from school and other commitment, we all went our separate ways. hope for holidays to come soon, so we can have a nice stress-free outing! speaking of outing, we need more outings! hahaha. still got 1 plan for settles/minds cafe since last year, hope it comes soon, theres 1 of my fav places with friends. and next plan is chalet in may/june! been like ages since I went to a chalet. 13 weeks to holidays!

after that went with yan to cityhall met up with shaun, he just finish his make-up lesson for last monday and he can't join us, had dinner with him + cy and treeman. heard a weird story too. after that too left me, shaun & yan. btw, (we left eugene place at 5+ and by 6+ we met up shaun, he told us that the pictures we took at eugene house already up in facebook. omg! SY is super fast! LOL.) then we went shopping! hahaha. today marina square and suntec rather empty cose of chingay. we didn't want crowd so we decide to just roam around. shaun brought us too the arcade. LOL. played the fast/ramming buttons game, the small colourful balls game and our all time fav, mario kart. hahahaha.

then chilled out the night at starbucks. hope this year be a great year, most importantly, may everyday be a happy + fun + enjoyable day for everyone. cheers!